You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.


hmm. scary test indeed. b-but who wouldn't be worried about their future now? bah i don't even know how looking up latest news went to colorgenics test. pfft.

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blotched at ; 11:56 PM

执著，轻易地被科技征服。

原来。

放手不过如此。

回忆，回顾记忆。
记忆，本就应记在脑里。
不应是储存卡。

逐渐成长逐渐老化逐渐麻木。
昔日感动，今时淡笑以对。

原已忘了，却很熟悉。
原很熟悉，却已陌生。

记忆卡发挥功能。


原来。


原地重来。

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Why does my chinese fail so.

I should be studying.

blotched at ; 3:44 PM

this is so stagnant i think nobody bothers to come here anymore. haha.

how i wish friday would just pass with a blink of an eye. D:

and hello there i miss you.

i want to give her two tight slaps. maybe i'll do it when i get my A's results. dammit. yue xiang yue qi.

i can't wait to watch transformers and subaruuuuu.

fandom has been addictive.

i worship jaesu.

i want to build sandcastles and walk on clouds.

i really adore jaesu.
quote: they're fucking otp of otps.

how true.

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blotched at ; 10:11 PM

Hmm, have been contemplating whether to write an end-of-year reflection. Well, still considering, but just not writing one today. Though I don't really see the point in people exclaiming over the fact that 2008 has passed, happy new year and welcome 2009. Isn't it just another day? Maybe it's cause 2008 does not hold much significance to me. Hmm I'm not exactly very sure what's the feeling but maybe I'll explain it clearer in the end-of-year reflection(if I ever am going to write one).

Hmm, suddenly, I feel very very happy right now. [:

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