梦与现实。间

梦魔，是一个很可怕的东西。
他无所不在，无所不能，无所遁形。

他能让你尖叫。他能让你呐喊。
他能让你哭泣。他能让你孤 单。
他能让你，惧怕。

当你以为自己仍掌握着自主权时，他已悄悄侵蚀你的肉躯，啃噬你的心灵。
当你以为发现还早时，他已傲 慢地横跨现实与梦境的时空。
从那刻起，他赐予自己另一个身份，并取了一个很嚣张的代号：
心魔。







心 魔，是一个很可怕的东西。
他无所不在，无所不能，无所遁形。

blotched at ; 1:26 AM

Reading all the ancient posts made me cringe and laugh and wonder at the same time. The language the emotions the emo-ness; my eyes, they burn. Wow I was a really emo kid back then. Well compared to now, I wouldn't say I've grown up. But rather, I've grown out of the phase (or at least I hope so). Ha maybe I'd laugh at this post at another 4 years down the road and wonder why the hell am I doing a passe thing such as blogging. But then again, maybe I shouldn't laugh. Afterall, I should 尊重当时的自己.


\o/

blotched at ; 6:21 PM

I suddenly feel so screwed up right now it's not even funny.

Seriously, I have no idea why.


And why can't anyone just sms/call me to ask how I'm doing or say that they've missed me or something. Feels forgotten though I know- or so I think- I'm not.

blotched at ; 11:48 PM

blotched at ; 3:24 AM

so, that's how it felt. i don't like it. no no no no no.

land before time is :D

不是每个对你好的人就是好人。

blotched at ; 7:16 PM

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.


hmm. scary test indeed. b-but who wouldn't be worried about their future now? bah i don't even know how looking up latest news went to colorgenics test. pfft.

blotched at ; 12:33 AM

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